Back to the daily grind.
Get up. Finish laundry from last night. Shower, barely catch bus. Go to school. Have no one to talk to so just stand awkwardly in the corner hoping someone talks to you. Suffer through classes. Go to lunch, suffer alone with your little brother at a hopefully empty lunch table. Suffer through more classes. Walk home. Take a nap. Get up. Write. Scrap writing. Argue with mom. Take walk to get away. Listen to music on walk. Contemplate life. Avoid going home as long as possible. Come home. Have McDonalds for dinner. Try to sleep. Can't. Do laundry. Try to do homework. Never finish.