I know that a few days ago I sounded so triumphant and brave and that I would get out and survive but it's literally impossible and I hope everyone can forgive me for being so arrogant about it.
I don't want to do anything. I've been in bed and I'm not leaving it. I swear I'll leave everyone alone now. Stop reading the blog. There's nothing of value here. You don't have to listen if you don't want to. I know I don't want to listen to me anymore.