I received an email early this morning. I thought I was hallucinating at first. I thought it could be a joke. I had many feelings resonate from just one tiny email. But above all, I experienced relief; relief that maybe, maybe I wasn't alone in this.
His name was Steven and he said that he knew exactly what I was going through and that he stumbled across my blog and that he wanted to meet me and to help me. And I believe him. I truly believe him. This just /feels/ right. Like I should do this.
There's nothing else I can do anyway. The next time I go to sleep, ... I don't know what's going to happen. I guess I'll lose to him.
We're meeting in two hours. I can't believe this?? I can't believe it.
It feels too good to be true.